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No More Tears

April 4, 2019

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I’ve had 3 people in the last 2 weeks tell me how they never cry.

As a healer I always look for clues as to what is going on and this is a red flag. Feeling emotions is a normal part of our human existence, we could even say its an essential part of our human existence.

When that part is shut down, I ask why.

One of the people who never cried expressed it quite well at the end of her soul retrieval session a few days ago.

She shared how she had been through a very difficult break up several years ago. She cried for months, and felt her heart shatter and then contract into a small knot. Then she just stopped crying as if she had cried all her tears.

A numbness to emotion had been there ever since.

Sadly this is what happens when we experience intense negative emotions that we are unable to process. We shut down our ability to feel emotion in order to cope. As a survival mechanism this works, but as a society we have forgotten how to recover from trauma.

This is where the shamanic process of Soul Retrieval is so effective. We can go back from a place of safety and heal the soul that experienced that trauma. We can learn the lessons the trauma taught us, and we can restore our inner heart, our soul, our ability to experience emotions, positive and negative.

When we numb our emotions we don’t only numb the negative emotions, we also numb the positive emotions. We limit our ability to connect to others, to experience love, to experience joy.

The results of this process are astounding. People immediately report feeling lighter, feeling like there heart has expanded and feeling more at peace.

Thereafter people tend to find a greater flow in life, more synchronicity and greater ease.

Yes, you may cry more, but you will laugh more too. Allowing ourselves to experience life and all it has to offer we give ourselves the gift of life, for what is life if there is no joy?



The long lasting effects of war on the energy field

April 4, 2019

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I have had several clients lately who have past life wounds from WWI and WWII. This has really driven home how devastating war really is. The energetic effects on the individual lasts for more than just one lifetime!

One boy I recently worked on had an etheric wound on his chest from a bomb blast in WWI. He suffered from croup as a young child, another died from a hand grenade explosion had strange welts over his body, another who had his throat slit suffering from a sore throat.

The sad thing is that each of these events will cause energetic blocks on as many as four energy fields.

The etheric body will carry a wound from the physical trauma as mentioned above. The emotional body could carry the emotional blockage from the wound. I sometimes find terror, panic or fear sitting here as a cloud of energy from a past life.


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The mental body then carries shadow aspects which are like limiting beliefs or thought programs stuck on the frequency of the trauma.

The mental body can also hold thought forms, which is like a snap shot of a traumatic event. For example I had a client with the energy of a knife his back that was in the exact spot where he was experiencing back pain.

Then Finally, the trauma can also lead to soul loss which causes a blockage in his heart field. I did a soul retrieval on myself in which the experience of terror from being shot down in a plane in WWII had caused part of  my soul to close down. This can cause unexplained anxiety or stress that can simply disappear when the underlying cause is healed. 

Soul loss can cause these past emotions to arise unexpectedly when it is ready to be healed.

These energetic wounds slow down our spiritual progress and limit our efforts to raise our frequency. This is because we have these pockets of low frequency energy stuck within our energy field.

If you feel your efforts at spiritual growth are being limited, if you feel stuck energetically or if you have unexplained physical symptoms then maybe it is time to look a little deeper and heal some energetic wounds that have been carried over from a past life. Its time for all of us to heal our past, raise our vibrations and experience life to the fullest.






Childhood issues anyone?

March 25, 2019

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I spent the last weekend with mixed a group of people on a Conscious Parenting workshop.

Men and women, some old and some young all seeking to be better parents.

The name of the workshop may have been a little misleading as what we really did was address our own issues to prevent them from showing up in our relationships with our children.

The most striking thing about the entire weekend was the fact that almost every issue people had with their children was reflecting back some childhood trauma with their own parents or teachers.

People were brought to tears as they faced emotions long buried but still interfering in their day to day lives.

One man who was told by his school teacher to  ‘Sit down and shut up’ and a lady who was beaten by her father for sneaking off to the corner shop and another who’s teacher gave her a hard time too.

As Louise Hay says, ‘we are all victims of victims’, and if we do not address our childhood wounds we will inadvertently continue the pattern, if not physically, then energetically.

The emotional wounds of our childhood create the energetic blockages in our current relationships.

For example, the man who was unseen by his parents; told to be quiet all the time, is now unseen and ignored by his own son. The same pattern has been recreated for him in his adult life.

This was all good as it forced him to address the issue and seek healing.

It falls upon us to heal the wounds that have been passed down from one generation to the next, going back sometimes centuries.

We owe it to our children to heal ourselves and to be the best that we can be.

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Stressed out

March 15, 2019

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Not everyone who comes for energy healing is seeking to heal a physical problem. Most are actually after something more abstract. Greater clarity of mind, emotional stability or simply a sense of peace.

Stress is one of the biggest problems faced by people living in this modern world. Recently I had a successful business owner come see me. Physically he was healthy and in good shape, but emotionally he was struggling.

He was suffering from random panic attacks that were effecting his work and his stress levels where unusually high.

For these reasons I started working on his emotional body, the layer of the aura where most of our emotional energy is stored.

I didn’t find anything particularly related to stress, simply a normal mix of emotions that any one of use could expect to find. I cleared his emotional body of all blockages and negative emotions, I did a chakra alignment and then some healing on the other subtle bodies.

Two weeks later he reported that he hadn’t had a panic attack since our appointment and he was feeling much calmer, emotionally stable and feels his stress is manageable.

The reason we can get these results is because our aura holds all our old unprocessed negative emotions. This emotional energy piles up like garbage that isn’t taken to the dump. Then when we trigger an emotion, we trigger all the old emotion of the same frequency that is sitting in the garbage pile. So we don’t just get the emotional reaction from the current event, we get the emotional reaction of all past similar events.

Have you ever gotten unusually angry getting caught at a red light? Well, you’re not just angry from the red light in front of you, you are angry again at all the past red lights that caught you at a bad time.

Every time my client was getting stressful news at work, he was triggering all the stressful situations he had experienced over the past 20 years.

This may seem insignificant, but if you have experienced debilitating stress, then I think you will appreciate how important this can be for a person.

We have a few more appointments lined up to share some useful emotional management tools and to completely restore the aura making it more resilient, improving his immune system and leaving him with a greater sense of peace.

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Cancer and past life wounds

March 15, 2019
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My mother was diagnosed with breast cancer when I was in 1st year at university. Having watched her mother (my grandmother) die from cancer about 10 years previously I was naturally very scared. Fortunately she survived although I’m not sure if she ever fully recovered from the chemotherapy.
These days I work with many clients who have been diagnosed with cancer and it presents many interesting energetic patterns that we really need to study in greater depth.
(I believe we need to study the energy field in as much detail as the physical body has been studied)
There is far too much to discuss to cover everything, so in this post I simply want to look at the Etheric Body, the inner most layer of the aura. The Etheric Body is the energetic blue print for the physical body and mirrors the physical body in every way.
When I do a complete aura restoration I normally start with the Etheric body as it is the foundation on which all other Subtle Bodies (the other layers of the aura) sit.
I normally do this before meeting with the client to avoid front loading my investigation (Getting information about the client’s health before reading the energy field can give clues to the healer about where to look, I like to go in blind and be completely objective).
The problems I find in the Etheric Body are primarily past life wounds linked to a physical trauma in that life.
As I connect with the Etheric Body, I can gather information about these wounds using a number of different psychic tools.
So for example I have had 2 clients where I discovered past life axe wounds to the head and then discovered that that is the exact point where a brain tumour is growing.
I have had several clients who have experienced sexual assault in a previous life and then had cancer (or other disorders) of the reproductive organs.
A man with colon cancer raped by a priest in a previous life; stomach cancer, stabbed in the stomach by his brother in a previous life; breast cancer, stabbed in the breast by her husband in a previous life.
Even more interesting is in cases of leukaemia where I have found 2 or more wounds that covered the entire physical body. Most recently I had a client with 4 such etheric wounds:
Dying in a fire twice, dying from small pox in the 1500’s and being stoned to death in the 1300’s.
A coincidence? I think not.
Obviously where there has been massive damage done to the physical body in the current life there would not necessarily be a past life wound or another energetic cause, but then these people aren’t normally drawn to me for healing.
I’d love to study the energy patterns behind cancer in greater detail and as always I’m willing to work with a fair energy exchange for those who feel unable to afford type of service.
Get in touch if you would like to know more.
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Sexual abuse and the soul

March 12, 2019

Sexual abuse is still so prevalent in our broken society and the effects last far longer and go far deeper than we realize.

Last week I helped a client who was suffering from anxiety and a fear of small spaces. We had already completed a few sessions and her aura was restored, the final piece of the aura restoration puzzle was her heart frequency which was still below what it should be. That indicated to me that a soul retrieval was required.

I guided her through the process and was a little surprised when she started describing a scene from an Irish coal mine in the 1800’s.

As a 12 year old girl, her family’s extreme poverty had forced her into work. The only work available was in a coal mine, filled with men.

In this scene she knew she had been abused and that nothing could be done about it. We carried out some healing on the part of her soul that had been left there, but we couldn’t retrieve it until we healed another sexual abuse, this time one in her current life, around the age of 4.

We traveled through time and space again and found ourselves in another small space in her childhood home. Mirroring her past life experience this home had an old fashioned coal stove, and the abuse took place in a similarly small and confined space.

We carried out the healing process in what was an emotional and deeply moving experience allowing my client to process some of the old emotions, communicate with the other people involved on an astral level and then healing that part of her soul that had broken off that day.

Feeling better we traveled back in time once again. Happily we found the soul in the coal mine and ready to return.

There was some immediate relief, but also a certain amount of integration required that would take a few days.

I often have clients who are feeling emotions that they can’t explain, but underlying all that they do and influencing their thoughts and their actions. When we go back to heal the heart field, we find these past events, sometimes forgotten events from childhood, and sometimes forgotten events from past lives.

Healing these events can be like fixing the foundations of our life. With damaged foundations, our walls will always be crooked but with good and solid foundations we can build up to the sky.


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Inherited Trauma

March 5, 2019



I experienced a wonderful and interesting healing session this week. I was guiding a client to identify and clear a blockage in the aura, and she came across something that she found quite surprising.

After she had tuned into her mental body she saw a shadow in front of her torso. We focused into the shadow and she could sense its colour and its texture before she started to feel the emotions of the blockage. She described feeling sad, scared and a fear of loss, she even started crying as she felt those emotions.

We were guided to find out more before clearing the blockage, and this is where it got interesting.

The blockage wasn’t from a past life, but it was from before her birth. She had ‘inherited’ it whilst in the womb.

She recounted how her mother had lost a baby before she was born. When pregnant again, her mother had relived all the fearful emotions of her loss and these had been passed on to her unborn daughter (my client).

What is interesting is these emotions and the fear of loss have plagued my client her entire life, and apparently still plague her parents. We may need to do some ancestral healing in a future session to release her family from the trauma.

Clearing the blockage was easy enough, but the learning, understanding and wisdom gained was immense and a sense of relief was felt instantly.

It was a reminder of how powerful healing can be.

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